Historically, it is very likely that people with autism served in our Armed Forces. For one thing, autism is a recent diagnosis and many generations of autistic Americans would have been seen as little more than “a bit different.”
Here rests in honored glory an American soldierknown but to God
For families with autism, this Memorial Day might be more of a blur, as so many have been locked in at home and locked out of schools and other programs for months. A holiday is like any other day under Covid-19 measures.
Yet we should pause and be grateful for the sacrifices of those who’ve gone before, which surely included people like those in our care. And we should realize that those in our care might be tomorrow’s heroes. There’s a lot we just can’t know, so we soldier on in our various ways.
We just got news from ours son’s service agency that our separation must continue, at least into the near future. A group email from the agency included,
People living in (Agency) settings cannot go back and forth between their family home and their (Agency) home.
It is sad but necessary. Even if people with special needs do not have medical conditions that make them more at risk from Covid-19, they might have behavioral factors like not washing hands without direct supervision. Or sensory issues, like overwhelming discomfort with face masks (the sensation of the mask on the face or the feeling of straps around the ears or both).
Many people with special needs live in group homes or institutions with dense population, so as we’ve learned the hard way from nursing care facilities it is essential to control contacts in order to keep the virus out.
We know from a staff contact that something like cabin fever is setting into our son’s group home. Anxiety is high and behaviors reflect that.
I wanted to get some perspective from people with special needs as to how they’re dealing with the quarantine. I reached out to one very verbal young guy, but I framed my question poorly.
I asked Has Covid-19 caused anyproblems for you?
I should have anticipated him reading that in the most literal sense. His reply was I’m healthy.
But on his Facebook page, I found this, dated two weeks ago: Hey everyone friends and family I am going stir crazy I miss doing my special Olympics events. I hope we get back at it this fall.
The mom of a non-verbal daughter with autism tweeted, her schedule has been gutted due to Covid closures. Fortunately they are in a place with open beaches and the young lady loves spending time in the surf.
Cabin fever due to lost opportunities is not unique to the special needs community. Neurotypical folks who’ve lost work or social activities are sad, angry, anxious, depressed and all kinds of other stuff, too.
It’s hard for me to comprehend, let alone express, the difference between a quarantined person with autism and a neurotypical person stuck at home. I’m prone to read it my way and treat it as an emotional matter.
But the difference is that of a person with a hand on a hot stove. Our well intended responses to a person laid off from work – “Hey, you’ll be OK,” “Hey, the government is sending a stimulus check,” “Hey, you still have your health and family” – would be considered inappropriate (if not insane or sadistic) responses to a person whose flesh is charring.
Many people with special needs, like my young friend missing the Special Olympics, can understand rational explanations like “There’s a bad bug out there and we have to stay home so we don’t catch it.” Yes, he’s bummed about the disruption of things he likes, but he gets it.
Many others, like our son, are more like the example of a person getting burned on a hot stove. There’s pain and all kinds of other neural sirens blaring through their system and not open to reasonable words about cause and effect or promises of a better tomorrow.
For caregivers it’s the ongoing nightmare of stuff you really don’t get and can’t fix for those you love.
Not to discount the work of husbands, dads, brothers and other caregivers, but women are the historic majority of caregivers.
Mother’s Day is at hand in the U.S., and it’s shaping up to suck. Everybody’s been stuck at home together with school closures, work shut downs and furloughs and quarantines. Restaurants are closed, so mom doesn’t get a dinner out (and the restaurants lose another important date for staying profitable and keeping folks employed).
Now, I’m a decent cook and could whip up one of my wife’s favorites at home, but I’m at work most of this coming Mother’s Day AND she’s under the weather and talking about a menu just makes her queasy.
Adding insult to injury is our local son stuck in his quarantined group home. 3 miles away and we can’t get mom and him together. Henry the Golden Retriever better make extra effort to be a good boy this Sunday.
So,with all this woe duly wailed, I’ll at least offer this online tribute to care giving moms, in particular my Melissa. Enjoy some pics of her adding love and joy to our lives…
Reach out this weekend and show some love to some of the locked in moms and other caregivers. There are plenty of women out there who, by caring for those not their own flesh and blood, should be honored as moms just the same…
Greet Rufus, chosen in the Lord; also his mother, who has been a mother to me as well. (Romans 16:13)
I could be glib and suggest that any effort to communicate across special needs is a form of distance learning.
But Special Education presents challenges in the best of times, and even more with the school closures due to Covid-19.
Our local news aired a good feature on this. It gets beyond lamenting the hardship to show some of the creative efforts to keep Special Ed going over distance. The needed collaboration of family and school comes into focus, and maybe that’s one of the silver linings of our Covid-19 cloud. As one Sioux Falls teacher explains,
For my students who are more significantly impacted and have those significant disabilities, a lot of the time the parents are the ones working one on one with their child doing the things that I have assigned, but they’re really the ones that are really providing those interventions, through my specialized instruction that I’m providing them and the tools that I’m giving them.
It’s all individualized based on what the family needs, for what is working for their family, and where families are at. So if families are feeling overwhelmed and their focusing on the mental and physical health of their family, then that’s what I’m stressing, first and foremost, before anything academic.
I think it safe to say that family caregivers are always essential personnel, albeit unpaid and unable to be laid off even if we wanted a furlough (which some days sounds super attractive).
The news segment reports the painful reality that sometimes the family caregiver is the only one on the job. As one disability rights advocate relates,
We’ve represented a couple families who have had issues with schools not providing services, not providing the related services like speech and physical therapy and occupational therapy, and so we’ve worked with the parent and the school to create a dialogue and support the parent, so that the school understood their responsibilities to provide services.
I’ve shared here that we are empty nest, with the school days behind us. But hearing reports like this one lights up the old feelings, and our hearts go out to families still on that leg of the care giving journey.
Keep at it. Even with the gaps and failures, personal or public, you’re the best resource to those in your care.
“…our chief priests and rulers delivered him up to be condemned to death, and crucified him. But we had hoped that he was the one to redeem Israel…” And he said to them, “O foolish ones, and slow of heart to believe all that the prophets have spoken! Was it not necessary that the Christ should suffer these things and enter into his glory?”
The preacher pointed out the gap between the expectations laid on Jesus by the two followers – we had hoped – and the reality defined by Jesus – was it not necessary?
Are you feeling frustration as a caregiver (or in just about any other life role)? It is likely that you’re in that gap between the expectations you’ve laid on reality and reality itself.
One of the big and obvious expectations is that your sincere efforts and good intentions should provide wonderful outcomes. Those in your care should be happy, progressing in life skills and enjoyments and thankful as all get out for your labors.
In contrast, the reality may leave you gasping But we had hoped.
We do a formidable job of laying our expectations on God or the universe or whatever greater reality we posit. And we certainly lay them on those around us.
The cosmic reply is Was it not necessary that…?
We had hoped that those in our care would fall in line with our well devised plans. Was it not necessary that they should find their own hopes, dreams, pleasures and directions – even their own blunders – apart from ours?
We had hoped that taking care of others would be enough and that some of life’s other demands would pass us by. Was it not necessary that the fullness of life, pleasant and painful, be our lot, connecting us with all other human beings?
We had hoped that bending our lives to the needs of others would make us into valued and happy people. Was it not necessary that we find our value and joy as unique people instead of as reactive extensions of others, dependent on their moods for our validation?
We had hoped that a big, dependable world of institutions would take care of us. Was it not necessary to see that all the institutions are fragile and flawed and that we, with all of our personal limitations, remain the first and best resource to those in our care?
I think one of the opportunities within the shutdowns and quarantines is the time and space to tumble into the gap between our expectations and reality, and to start climbing back up the slope toward the reality side. It can be exhausting and leave us with a good share of scrapes and bruises, but, like Jesus told those two guys, it is necessary if we’re to find a glorious outcome.
As you might guess, many families are dealing with special needs kids at home since schools and other community programs are closed. They fall in the too much bunch. For the caregivers, there’s no respite. Now they are having to go all in as teachers and therapists on top of all the other roles caregiving demands.
And for many kids with special needs – autism in particular – the disruption of daily routines and relationships is hell.
So you’ve got disoriented kids seeking to reorder their connections to the world and overtaxed caregivers trying, in the best case, to help that happen – but also tempted by the rush of demands to impose an order that just exasperates and exhausts kids and caregivers alike.
Our family is in the too little bunch. Our son is safe and well cared for in his group home, but that’s where he stays 24/7 as all off site programs shut down when the schools closed.
And we can’t take him out for a visit – if we do, he has to stay here indefinitely. And having lived that life for a few decades, we aren’t up to jumping back into the too much bunch.
We’ve tried to generate some family connection by making Friday night meals to deliver to the residents and staff of the group home. We sent along the smiley picture and greeting poster below. Joey came down to the door when dropped it all off the first night, so we got to wave and say some hellos.
Since then, he’s decided not to come to the door, preferring to do whatever he does in the run up to dinner. The second night we dropped off a meal, our call of, Joey, come to the door was answered with a big ol’ NOOO from his inner sanctum.
Yep, that was too little for us but it gave us a laugh as that’s Joey’s personality. It doesn’t mean a lack of affection, just means that he’s comfy where he is and we’ll get back to weekly visits at our house when this virus stuff is lifted.
Just brainstorming here, but what are some things we can do to help out our too much and too little care giving neighbors?
For those who are in the too much bunch, locked down all together, providing respite isn’t an option since it will violate social distancing. But that doesn’t mean you can’t call, text, video chat, drop greeting cards or send other signs of affection.
Also, with many markets restricting shoppers to one person per cart, families with special needs kids are more restricted than most when it comes to grocery runs. Maybe you can pick up and drop off supplies – sure, it’s nice if you can gift the stuff, but even if the family is game to pay you will be doing a big service by shopping and delivering.
If you have some good educational, social or therapy activities that have worked with special needs kids, pass those along to families who are navigating too much territory. Your experiences can make their extended time together more enjoyable and productive.
For the too little league, find out if there are things you can do to support the residents and staff who can’t venture out or welcome visitors. Food is always fun – we are enjoying the weekly dinner prep and delivery to Joey’s group home. A local pizza place has been delivering meals to the staff at local clinics and care agencies. Partner with friends, neighbors, churches, local businesses, etc. and come up with fun ways to send some love and practical relief where folks have too little contact with loved ones outside.
More thoughts, ideas or just plain venting and pleading? All are welcome in the comments here or at our Facebook Page.
Good quick read at ThinkAdvisor. It won’t surprise you if you’re a caregiver. But I hope it reaches you before you get to the point at which I found myself a few years ago.
…approximately 68% of working parental and spousal caregivers said they were subject to at least one of eight different effects on their jobs because of providing care to a loved one.
There is a link to the full Government Accountability Office report, which includes this graph of the eight workplace effects,
Raising our son with autism piled up stress over the years, and in a job which required intense people work and difficult decisions, I began to falter. I suffered a number of these effects,
Care giving situations made me come in late, leave early or miss work altogether on a regular basis.
“Leave of absence” and “left work entirely” merged in a catastrophic case of burnout. The 24/7 stress of workplace and care giving demands led to poor decision making and lack of energy at work, eventually diagnosed as depression and off the charts anxiety.
Although I received some kind help that got us through and got me back into the workforce, the financial fallout is still with us.
My advice from hindsight is to trust your instincts. Don’t try to “fake” or “tough” your way through when you sense you’re in trouble.
When you know that “this isn’t working,” initiate adjustments. Talk to your employer about the situation – a change of shift, department, location or even position within the organization might be helpful. Reduced travel time, better synchronization with family schedules and other time impacts might be available.
Begin to crunch numbers and, if you’re married, get into a substantive discussion with your spouse. I was so ashamed of what I was feeling that I tried to “handle it” myself – working as a couple might have generated solutions that I missed. What changes of income are needed? If more, what can your situation tolerate in terms of more hours or travel? If income must come down, what can be cut out of current spending to accommodate the change? What options, if any, does your spouse have on the money front?
Don’t make major decisions in the midst of emotional upheaval and don’t make them alone.
Value and stand up for your insights when you know you’re right. Caregivers get used to being flexible and not insisting on our way in order to roll with the needs of others. But sometimes we need to draw lines and make decisions for the family good. It’s too easy to back down and do what we think will keep things “calm.” All we do is create a ticking time bomb emotionally, financially, in relationally and, if working, professionally.
Yes, follow the constant advice to “take care of yourself.” I know, I know… I heard and ignored it too. Eat right, get sleep, exercise and nurture your mind and spirit. Seek God’s presence – but watch out for magical thinking. You know, “If I pray hard enough or make enough sacrifices, God will fix this.” God will help you to endure and will guide you, but the “fixes” will often involve uncomfortable commitments and actions. Make the right choices, guided by the moral teaching you claim to follow, rather than making compromises that temporarily ease your stress.
It’s never been the position of this blog to lecture you from a point of expertise. So I hope that sharing my profound failures is a useful way to reach out and help. Please take good care of yourself – those in your care need you to be you.
A man with autism gives some good safety advice for the 4th of July. Families living with autism find Independence Day a challenge: crowds, sensory issues, medication and sleep routines all conspire against barbecues, fireworks displays and even downtown parades.
Hello my name is Daniel and I’m going to be writing about fireworks safety. Never buy fireworks intended for professional displays because they carry a propellent that will ignite in certain conditions and are not for private use. Certain conditions will cancel displays like a risk of dry brush that might ignite due to fireworks or thunderstorms might also cancel fireworks displays. Supervise young children around fireworks or they could get hurt by the explosions. Certain types of fireworks are illegal under state law so only buy appropriate fireworks and use as directed on the package.
People of faith pray for those in our care, but can experience frustration when we seek the intimacy of praying with them. The communication barriers between us can sink even simple conversation, let alone deeper dives like prayer.
I follow a gent in the UK who tweets as Disability&Jesus ( @DisabilityJ ). He’s an advocate for inclusion and accessibility in churches. He also promotes and participates in a website called An Ordinary Office. “Office” here is used in a church context, meaning the marking of different times of day with prayer.
The site provides three formats to include differently abled people in the same prayers:
Makaton, a picture system (in some ways similar to PECS)
Text for reading
Here’s a screen shot from the Makaton version of Morning Prayer,
Again, the site offers this same prayer is available in text and audio to include as many as possible in worship.
Of course it is worth remembering the very intuitive aspect of prayer; a person with special needs may well appreciate and benefit from your offering of prayers in which s/he doesn’t seem to be participating.
Like everything else in care giving, prayer will require persistent experimentation. No one method will work with all people.
But cheers for the folks who offer An Ordinary Office. They’ve come up with an accessible means to gather people of differing abilities in common prayer.
No, I don’t mean people who are non-verbal due to disability.
I’m talking about me with my jaw on the floor, gobsmacked as my Brit friends say, verklempt.
A friend sent me this news coverage of a Gary Indiana school (well, at least a teacher therein) that gave a student with autism a year-end award as BAILEY PREPARATORY ACADEMY 2018-2019 MOST ANNOYING MALE.
He [dad Rick Castejon] said that his son is nonverbal, occasionally rocks back and forth and can become easily emotional. Teachers often call with concerns about how to handle his son’s behavior, the father said.
“They called me all the time if he didn’t want to work, would cry or would have a breakdown,” Castejon told the newspaper. “A special needs education teacher should know how to handle these things.”
You would think. As was I by reading the story, the dad was stunned by the – uh – gesture, and just wanted to walk away from it,
Castejon said he didn’t want to create a scene and tried to leave the award on the table at the end of the lunch, but his son’s teacher reminded him to take it with him.
There are all kinds of directions in which to run with a story like this, but I’ll just stick to the care giving focus of this blog:
Caregivers are blessed, by and large, with well meaning professionals in education, medicine and other fields. But at the end of the day, we remain the primary caregivers and best advocates for those in our care. Even when words fail us, and we just want to scoop them up and carry them from hurts.
And, thankfully, some hurts don’t reach them. It’s unlikely that Mr. Castejon’s son understood the “award.”
But his dad, his caregiver, felt the hurt. That’s some of what we do.
And it stinks. But like anything else, it can be sacred work,
Don’t repay evil for evil. Don’t retaliate with insults when people insult you. Instead, pay them back with a blessing. That is what God has called you to do, and he will grant you his blessing. (1 Peter 3:9)
Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. (Romans 12:21)